share pt.1

hmm...where do i start ? ok,first,i'm feeling so down now...brokenhearted and get bored of my usual life..
damn !! can't get up !! this is a nightmare for me..
i want to move along,yes i really want to..but still,another side of me said : "couldn't let go"..
why ??? whyyy ??? why can i ??
am i being to weak ? but this is..just so painful...yet she doesn't care...